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Time for a actual update:
My mom knows just what to say to make me feel bad.. All i do is try to make her happy and be what my sister was but its so hard to do that sometimes because i just feel that i can never live up to how my sister was.. My sister was a ALL A student, was in bed before 930 and freaked out if someone called her after 930, my sister went through all of highschool and studied all the time, to make sure she was a good student, and she picked a path to go on and she stayed on that path and when she graduated she already had a carreer of cutting hair already lined up for her at one of the best places to work in austin at toni and guy, and already had getting 100 dollars a day just on tips alone.. I can never live up to that. Im not that smart.. Im smart yes i know, but im never going to be able to be like my sister, i am me not lani. I am Danielle Louise Norton, i am never going to be anything but me.. I try all the time to make passing grades, and i try so hard to but i cant.. i just wish i could.. I try so hard to pass everything and i give 110% in some classes but never get past a 70, and that makes me feel that im a dissapointment. All i ever want to be is the girl that my parents can go up to their friends and say "omg i am so proud of my danielle" i have never heard my parents ever saying that or ever hearing of my parents saying that.. okay, sorry i just had to get that all out..
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yeah me and jed arent together ne more, and i think he is with laylah, i mean i think she broke up with him but i dont know if he got the text lol LONG STORY and like i mean yeah i still love him and i am always going to love him, but i am perfectly fine with not being with him because i know that he is happy and his happiness is all i really want.. i dont know.. People say that they can see me and him getting back together, but honestly i dont see it.. maybe i am blind?
now for my spring break
friday-i did absoluetly nothing.
Saturday- Ariel came over and me and her chilled and watched Anchorman, and hung out over at my neighbors and with Leif and then she left at 7 and that was so sad..
sunday- i stayed at home and then i went to the mall with Ana and Jeremy and Erik and Travis and Kyle and Brittani and Laci and we all went and saw "Man of the House" and like Steve Fowler was there and he got his ass whooped by Travis and Kyle it was hilarious! and then that night i spent the night at Anas.
Monday - I got picked up from Ana's and then my dad took me over to brittani's to pick her and laci up and then we went up to the mall and hung out with raymond and jack, and then later Laci's boyfriend came and we all went and saw "Be Cool" and Cara and Katy were there too and then that night me and Laci spent the night at Brittanis and that was hilarious.
Tuesday - i woke up and my dad came and got me and took me to go get my hair done. Yes again.. LOL its brown now and no pink, i repeat NO pink! lol then when i was getting my hair done Laylah called and wanted me to spend the night so i went and spent the night at her house, hahahahaha shes crazy cool.
Today- Laylahs brother called her and woke us up to tell us to get ready that they were on their way home and we had to get up because uh we didnt know at first but then we found out that we were going out to breakfast, and then they dropped me off at home, and i went to bed until like 330 or 4 i dont remember, and i havent been doing much today except arguining with me mom..
Tommorow- im trying to go to the mall with Shelbi because i love her and i havent hung out with her in so long, and i miss her! lol
Friday-Sunday lucky me has to go camping but i will have my cell and thank god i dont have roaming charges so HIT A GIRL UP! lol 971*2297 call me or text me, and i can get on AIM on my phone so i will for sure get on that too. Call me so i wont be to bored..
Alright well i hope everyones spring break has been good.
Love, Danielle
just thought i would add some quotes in here because i never do
it's not what i feel for you it's what i don't feel for anyone but you
May you live a thousand years, and I a thousand, less one day; so I will never have to live in a world _________ without you.
Sooner or later well be looking back on everything & we'll laugh like we knew what was happening all along & someday you might listen to what people have to say but for now you'll learn the hard way
everyone keeps asking me if i'm okay what am i supposed to tell them? no, i'm not okay ... and then whatt? so i just smile and say i'm fine even tho i'm really dying inside
LiFE [ without ] you is like a b|r|o|k|e|n pencil (( N0 P0iNT ))
there's something i need to tell you. i love you, you know that. but... i'm just so scared of so many things. i'm scared of feeling this way, i'm scared of being so vulnerable...but most of all i'm scared of losing you. i'm scared of getting hurt. but the thing is... i think risking all that is worth it...if you promise to love me too.
i want to be, the smile, the first thought, the long drive or the short walk, the last voice, the random call, the laugh, the perfect kiss, the comfort hug, your second half, the sparkle in your eye, the everything you need, just what you want i want to be your perfection
The best kind of kiss, is the kind when you have to stop ....Because you can't help but smile
we were both standin out in the rain...i told u 2 look at da raindrops, u did, nd i told u "those r all the tears ive cried 4u"
i'll always be beside u until the <-very end-> wiping away all ur tears b'in ur b.e.s.t.f.r.ie.n.d i'll ((smile)) wen u smile nd *if u cry* a single tear i || promise || i'll cry 2
8 letter`z 3 word`z 1 meaning.. - -» i love you!<3
--------------------->> 'xOx` <<--------------------- yOu gOtta make a choice .. nOw iitsz yOur turn .. true, ii`ve made mistakes, but ii `still learned .. iit aiint up tO me [ you gotta decide ] dO yOu want me [ ii n ] or out of yOur liife --------------------->> `xOx' <<--------------------
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